For a while, it was only about smiles, my wishes were done being only wishes and my life was so much close to perfection. Poor me, thinking that it would last forever, saying "This time, no drama", and actually believing my words...
Someone has finally taken down my wall of lies behind which I thought I could hide forever and ignore all my problems. Now those lies are floating in the air for anyone to do whatever they want with them.
And the things that are true, nobody believes. And the things that are right, nobody sees. And I wonder if what defines my are my victories or my mistakes. And I start thinking terrible things about myself that I've always known aren't true. But not even I can believe or think about something good right now.
So, I'm feeling this need to cry the tears that until now I kept inside. And I know it's wrong, but I wish I could re-build my wall of lies.
